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This writing could not have arrived at a more tender and poignant moment in my life. My kitty of 17 years passed Tuesday and we are holding vigil for my grandfather, who is in the other room, who is transitioning after 99 years of life. We are listening, acutely, to his breath… and are reminded that each one may be his last.

We are at peace and we also feel the heaviness of loss. On the eve of celebration, we are also mourning the inevitable passing of our patriarch.

I sit in quiet solitude on this cold and damp morning hour. Feeling through the sorrow and honoring the human condition as I catch my own breath. This life is but a free fall deeper into the chasms of mystery… I can only continue shining my light until it becomes consumed with more love. I understand that this is indeed a journey - and I will carry my light no matter how dark the journey becomes.

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I came to “know” Alicia thru your podcast. Following her journey on Instagram — checking every few hours for updates as the weeks passed. Like everyone (I’m certain), I fell completely in love with her. There are no words.

My extravagance this year is planning a trip with my sister (who lives in another state). The two of us are having as much fun planning it as we will on the actual trip! We have not been away together in over 10 years and only see each other once or twice a year. I don’t have the vacation days (or really the money lol) to be doing this. But I am making it happen. I’m going to come up with a sweet little way to honor Alicia on this trip.

I think it’s quite beautiful that someone we may never meet in person can have such an impact on our lives. ❤️

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When death comes..I pray I won't have forgotten to live and love fully🤍 May I remember everyday this prayer everyday- Thank you to Alicia for the gifts she offers on departing this world🙏 May your soul travel in peace through the next phase.

An extravagant thing- when Margot graduates, I am planning to travel through Asia for a while- seeking temples and shrines- letting my inner mystic out to play! with hubby.

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how perfect. merci, Delphine, thank you for your thoughtfulness and presence here.

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I met Alicia many years ago in our yoga community. One of the feelings that always connects her in my mind is her warm smile and gentle way of being. I saw that same gentleness in these past months and days. I know we are all grieving this loss of a kind teacher and friend AND as a gentle reminder of the preciousness of life and the necessity to prioritize our wellness and joy. She remains in our hearts. (And holding special love for her momma another sweet human and the generous hearts who companioned her through these months).

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It was a beautiful conversation Elena - I listened to it this morning. Deeply touching. If you were to close your eyes and open your heart, what does she say to you today?

Alicia was such a positive light in this physical world. I can only imagine how she’ll show up in spirit form ✨

Sending all the healing love to Alicia’s family. And to you.

Her legacy lives on forever.

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“Don’t be afraid to speak your mind, or to hold yourself in states of quiet, or to make a boundary. Your joy matters.” Such profound and beautiful words of wisdom. Hard to do, but so rewarding when done with honesty and integrity.

Thank you for sharing so many insights and poems and books about grief. They have all been tremendously helpful.

I said yes to a gift of a trip to Germany to visit my nephew this Christmas. Normally would have found a million excuses to turn it down, but instead accepted and can’t wait to see all the Holiday magic!

I’m going to push myself to say yes more often than no in 2025.

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This writing could not have arrived at a more tender and poignant moment in my life. My kitty of 17 years passed Tuesday and we are holding vigil for my grandfather, who is in the other room, is transitioning after 99 years of life. We are listening, acutely, to his breath… and are reminded that each one may be his last.

We are at peace and we also feel the heaviness of loss. On the eve of celebration, we are also mourning the inevitable passing of our patriarch.

I sit in quiet solitude on this cold and damp morning hour. Feeling through the sorrow and honoring the human condition as I catch my own breath. This life is but a free fall deeper into the chasms of mystery… I can only continue shining my light until it becomes consumed with more love. I understand that this is indeed a journey - and I will carry my light no matter how dark the journey becomes.

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Keeping Alicia, you, and all who were touched by her spirit come to life in my thoughts. May her memory be a blessing. May her kindness be a guide. May her life be an inspiration. 🤍

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Friendship offers such extravagance, doesn’t it? Thank you for sharing Alicia with us.

Sending love to you and all who are feeling the deep sorrow of Alicia’s passing. What a bright light.

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In tears. So beautiful and sad. What a privilege for you to have known someone like Alice. Sending my love to all who are dealing with sorrow and grief.

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🤍✨🤍

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